I've been meaning to do a Draw My Life on YouTube, but I haven't given myself a lot of time to do that :/
However, because of that, I have been giving myself more time to go over my life and think about what I want to share and what it all could mean. Recently, I looked over how my Transformer characters started to how they are now. They have changed over the years, and some have been for the better while others might need a major tune up because of how little I used them in RPs. Even though I enjoyed going down memory lane with my characters, I noticed something about a few of my characters that I didn't notice before or didn't allow myself
This is not a normal story... No, this.... This is my story... A story about how I met a person where I started to care about so much that I would do anything for her... But sadly enough never been able to be a real friend...
It all begun on a rainy Monday somewhere in March .. My friend Mart and I .. Whe just were talking on skype.. Just like we always did. Most of the time we were just talking about wich games we should play or what we should watch.. But this evening.... It all was diffrent then it used to be.
We were done with our regular stuff... All videos were recorded and all funny conversations we had were done.. So you could say th
Well what actually happend previous week was this... The evil friend of my bestfriend... Someone who hates me... She was the one who did everything to me! My bestie forgot her phone at her house... And that is how it happend! Weird story? Well maybe.. But I believe her on her word because she would never lie to me... And ... I am not insecure anymore about if she loves me.. Because.. She said that it is just like that... she loves me.. and I love her...And nothing can come between us.. no matter what happends.. She gives me the power and strenght to fight for our friendship and.. After all what we have been trough.. She was there for me.. Tha
I don't know for sure but I really think my biggest fear came true... I think I lost my best friend only because a huge missunderstanding... Is it fair? Maybe not.. Is it realistic? What does that matter anymore? The point is is that she was my buddy..My best friend in the whole world... and I ruined it... She don't talk to me anymore and I lost her forever... That is clear for me... I wish I could save it... that I could save our friendship because... I miss her... I don't know what to do without her...and ofcourse... I was stupid... But doesn't everyone deserve a second chance? I have regret believe me... I really do.. and if you read this.